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Cuba
as text and context in Cristina
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Garcia'as Dreaming in Cuba
She, too,
would write the past to her measure and need. Of course, both are
exercises of invention. Situated halfway between the dreamers--Celia,
Pilar's father, her Aunt Felicia, her cousin Ivanito--and the proponents
of order and practicality, Pilar has her parental link with her
father Rufino. He is the unadapted, unadaptable one in his marriage,
though his wife is distinctly the more unhappy and unsatisfied of
the two. Pilar's relationship with her mother is deeply conflicted,
her rebelliousness a manifestation of her longing, her resentment
of truncation from her Cuba. Both Pilar and her mother rage and
rant in paired but solitary angers. And yet, when Pilar is accosted
and pressed against an elm tree by newly adolescent boys, she endures
their rough caresses, feeling the tree's life -giving force- a clear
suggestion of the elm present in her mother's musings. Interestingly,
only the narrative segments corresponding to Pilar and her cousins
Ivanito and Luz --the young generation-- are related in the first
person. The only other use of the first person outside quoted speech
is to be found in Grandmother Celia's letters to her long-ago lover
Gustavo. Theirs is the new journey, the awakening discovery. For
Pilar, this discovery is ultimately that. Although Cuba is home,
New York is more so, despite the fact that Grandmother Celia beseeches
her to stay.
For
Celia del Pino in Cuba, as for Lourdes outside it, time is arrested.
"All summer she has lived in her memories. . . . Her past,
she fears, iseclipsing her present". In Celia's life, it always
has. Celia is caught in the folds of time. Her central memory is
that of Gustavo Sierra de Armas, the married Spaniard with whom
Celia, when she was a very young department store clerk in Havana,
had an intense love affair that was truncated by his unannounced
departure. For twenty-five years, until the triumph of the revolution,
Celia writes to Gustavo on the eleventh day of each month, keeping
the unmailed letters in a satin lined box. "I watch the sun
rise, burning its collection of memories", she writes to Gustavo
and later, "Memory is a skilled seducer" who hover around
the mid-century of life recall the rumors of multiple seductions
by the dictator at the presidential palace. For Celia, these rumors
become present reality, with Celia as one of the seduced. He does
not age, nor does she. In Celia's reveries, memory is most often
sensualized and is always infused and injected with imagination.
Memory is scripted, the script becoming more real than fact. As
Celia's daughter Felicia will tell her son Ivanito, "Imagination,
like memory, can transform lies to truths . . .". The matriarch
of the novel's dreamers, Celia seems engaged in an eternal wait
that is never concluded, never satisfied. Her life, like her time,
is arrested, moving then in long, elliptical swirls like patterns
drawn on the sand by her beloved sea, whose waters envelop her again
and again at critical junctures, cleansing and caressing her, then
depositing her once again on shore, amid the folds of time.
Celia is a failed and even lethal mother. The child of a cold mother
herself, she has passed this legacy to Lourdes, who, not surprisingly,
passes it in turn to her Pilar. To her other daughter, Felicia,
Celia bequeaths her poetry, her love of language, her sensuality,
her ever hovering madness; Felicia, whose name belies her perpetual
unhappiness, leads a tormented life and meets an early demise. Celia
has endowed her third child, Javier, with her own consumption by
passion for a lost love. "There is no solace among [her children],
only a past infected with disillusion". Yet there is another
Celia. Not only is she entrusted with an anachronistic mission to
patrol her patch of coast by night against Yankee marauders, she
also receives an appointment as judge of her neighborhood tribunal,
resolving the disputes brought to her in a
surprisingly equanimous manner. Celia is profoundly committed to
the revolution and frequently quotes El Lider's statement from earlier
years that the revolution, until its stability was ensured, could
not tolerate dissent. These two parts of Celia are seemingly unreconciled,
existing in a permanent contradiction. Ironically, it is she, the
inadaptada, who has most thoroughly and enthusiastically adapted
to Castro's Cuba.
However, she does not feel betrayed. Is the endurance of her loyalty
a product of her having been taken seriously at last? Or is it made
possible precisely because of her imbalance? Are the Celias perhaps
the only possible friends the regime has left? Celia's particular
sense and experience of time, after all, equip her perfectly to
tolerate anachronism, which for her does not exist, and to shuffle
the cards of change in among those of immutability. A fervent critic
of earlier Cuban regimes and keenly aware of social injustice, Celia
has stopped national time at the moment of this regime's triumph,
a device that obviates the need to record, assess, and finally judge
its history.
A web of affinities and replications, primarily unconscious, both
ultimately recognized and forever unacknowledged or unknown, links
the characters of Dreaming in Cuban one to another. The love affair
between the young Celia del Pino and the businessman from Granada
is played out in a room of Havana's Hotel Inglaterra. A generation
later, her daughter Felicia consummates a quickly born passion with
merchant seaman Hugo in the same hotel, now as ill maintained and
decayed as Celia's memories preserved
it--and her love--whole and lovely. Though in Felicia's case a marriage
ultimately, and miserably, results from the Hotel Inglaterra encounter,
and in her mother's instance it does not, both women are abandoned
and wounded by their Hotel Inglaterra lovers, the aggression born
for Celia of absence, and for Felicia of an all-too-real and brutal,
if occasional, presence. Celia's newer-age Spanish plunderer and
Felicia's sailor suggest the two major strains, the European and
the African, which have made up Cuba; in these two exemplars, both
mythic components are flawed and unworthy.
The mother-daughter parallels multiply in threads of connection
that bind characters ever more tightly. Celia has been employed
at El Encanto department store in Havana, where Felicia is later
to work. She names her second child for the Felicia she knew in
the asylum. Her Felicia will also suffer madness and, like her namesake,
will endeavor to take her husband's life; it is clear that Celia
applauded her companion's successful effort to free herself of a
tyrant. Near the novel's end,Celia eats two dishes of coconut ice
cream, a treat that, years earlier, had been prepared and consumed
in great excess by Felicia, becoming emblematic of her fall into
madness. Affinities move back and forth through time, crossing and
recrossing decades and generations, joining even those characters
who, like Celia and her daughter Lourdes, feel themselves to be
in opposition. The elderly Celia has a lump in her breast; it is
cancerous. Years earlier, Lourdes, in a scuffle with revolutionary
soldiers, felt a lump descend from her own chest and move down through
her body. The lump, like Celia's, is life-stealing, for it represents
her unborn child. The threads of connection bind even those who
have never met, or whose active memory of one another has been truncated
by physical separation. In New York, Pilar buys, on impulse, a Beny
More album at a used record store; her Aunt Felicia danced obsessively
to his music. Pilar is drawn to a botanica, where she finds herself
placing trust in the supernatural, lending full credence to the
instructions of the soft-spoken man there.
Felicia, in Cuba, is long active in the santeria movement, in which
she becomes a priestess. Felicia suffers in her dreams for the prostitutes
in India, as does Pilar. Also in New York, "Breezes from the
sluggish river seem to inscribe [Lourdes'] skin with metal tips"
, while in Cuba Felicia finds herself serving in Fidel's army, another
metaphor of metal. And while Pilar chafes against the lies of denied
social injustice around her, the reluctantly military Felicia does
her own combat with official untruths: "In the dark, the moonless
jungle, the fissures are not so visible, the hypocrisies and lies
less disturbing" Be they strands joining parent and child,
estranged sisters, or persons who have never known one another,
the affinities and replications recorded have at their web's center
Cuba, to which all the strands are attached and from which they
emanate. All the characters in the web are in Cuba's orbit. To a
large degree, Cuba defines them and their relation to the other
characters in the web. Measurements of distance between the characters
must all take this center into account, measuring across Cuba,and
curving around it. Their distance from the web's center is a measurement
reckoned by definition from Cuba, the Cuba they yearn to recover
or battle to forget. Neither the integration nor the separation
is ever perfect or absolute. Both impulses prove ultimately impossible
because in Dreaming in Cuban neither belonging to it nor freedom
from it is ever complete, and no homecoming brings one fully home.
In this sense, there can be such a phenomenon as reverse exile,
as when Pilar, in Cuba at last in fulfillment of her deepest longings,
reflects that Cuba--the one she pined for--is, inevitably, a different
and strange exile.
At two points in the novel, reference is made to the continents'
slowly and painfully pulling away from one another. "Celia
wonders whether Cuba will be left behind, alone in the Caribbean
sea with its faulted and folded mountains, its conquests, its memories".
Here Cuba, which has shaped all of the characters, is their metaphor
as well. Each of them is a continent adrift, pulled from and drawn
back to the others,the tear of separation always ragged--a wound--the
fit of union always imperfect, the continents' contours again wounding
one another in their attempt to fuse. Affinities acknowledged and
unseen, fissures alternately and even simultaneously spoken and
silent, bind the novel's characters together and split them apart.
Sometimes the greatest distances of all are between those continents
whose land masses are still joined: Lourdes and Rufino, Pilar and
Lourdes, Felicia and her daughters. The Cuba of Garcia's novel is
both the sum and the part o the characters' unions and sunderings,
and sometimes the cause of their rending. It is also both the product
and the dividend, the irreducible core reality in whose terms they
all exist.
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